I hope you see this.
I don’t hate you, at all. Much the opposite. I will be cold towards you but please don’t take that the wrong way. I still love you. And will for a long time. I just need to let it sink in. This is always difficult for me, and I will seem like a heartless bastard but this heartless bastard still loves you and still cares about you. I hope you forgive me, for everything I’ve done. x